It's not the same anymore.

.16-September-2009.

Every thing is not the same anymore.
Including me.
No body actually understands me.
Sometimes I felt that my presence is invisible.
Maybe that's true ?
Every things seems so different ...
Some were like total stranger to me ...
I don't even know them anymore ...

I'm not the girl you used to know ...
I experience things that you won't experience.
I don't think you've any rights to give me lectures,
which I don't deserve.
Some times you people just pisses me off.
Mingling in front of me,
just made me wanna puke.
Your presence made me feel disgusted.
So.
Fuck off.

This poem came across my mind
during exam,

What am I to you ?
Friend,Toy,Garbage ?
I knew the answer.
Toy.
Used and dumped aside.
Dumped without hesitation.
Have you ever spare a thought for me ?
No.
You didn't.
I'm deeply hurt.
Did you know that ?
I bet you don't.
I've treat you better than I've treated myself.
I'm not asking for anything in return.
But I'm scared to be hurt too ..
What I've done wrong ?
Having to be treat like these.
I'm a human too ...
I'll be hurt too.
Your words do hurt.
Yours words are insulting.
I bet you don't even know.
Please.
Friends.
I don't wanna lose you.
What am I to you ?
What you're to me ?
My buddies.
What am I to you ...... ?

Maybe this don't even looked like a poem.
But it dosen't matter anymore :)

Mdm Toh told me the one word answer
is " Sandwiched " :)
I've gotten it right ~
Naz sayang said she spelled it wrongly :P
She spelled " Sandwhiched " :P