A skill a future photographer should equip :)

Went to WM alone today :(
Was actually going with Naz sayang,
but something happen so Adam don't want her to go out.
How disappointing :(
But I'm sure it feels great to be loved :)
I envy Naz sayang alot :)
Naz & Adam really made a great lovely couple.

Actually ...
I'm pretty desperate for a boyfriend.
I want to be loved.
Sound pretty pervertic :P
I'm always thinking,
how is it like to be hugged,
to be kissed,
to be loved.

Just look @ Naz & Adam,
Daryl & Lynette,
Ken's love for Ha.
I bet they feel blissed ? :D

Idle @ WM doing nth in particular O-o
Feeling all bored & lonely :(
Borrowed some novels to kill time ~

Urgh ...
I want a boy friend !
Ya.
I must have sound like a physco.
.
I don't want to die virgin O-o
Lols !
Don't laugh.

Bus-ed from WM to school :)
Went to look for Naz sayang :D
Accompanied Naz while she wait for Adam ~
Daryl & Vincent came & join us :D

After that I mingle under my void deck,
read my books & play around with my hp.
Waited till 6+ going to 7 for Mommy :)
I've spent bout 5 hours + outside doing nothing O-o
I've should be studying.
I tried.
But nothing gets into my head.
I feel dumb.
So I ditch my studies & went out.

Exams are round the corner.
& I can't get my engine going :(
I hate this.
I want to study.
How I wish I'm like Yan or Ah Gong.
Smart-ass-ed.

I think I've to clear my minds & settle down asap.
I don't know what's troubling me.
I just feel down & doesn't have the mood to study :(
I feel like slapping myself.
MUST BUCK UP NOW !
Off to study now ...
Hopefully something gets into my head.