Carry on life.
.❤.
For the past few days,
I'm pretty upset regardin' my education.
I was already calmed & lookin' forward to school re-open.
& why do humans like to ruin dreams ?
Yes.
I'm superb disappointed & annoyed by the fact
that I'm goin' to ITE.
But that's when I get my results.
After that 4 torturin' days knowin' my results,
I was more calmed.
I visited the site & all.
Nice environment.
& I was lookin' forward to school.
I really do hate it when people asks bout' my results.
I really do fuckin' hate it.
I hate myself for not workin' hard enough.
I hate myself for being a sucker in Maths.
I hate myself for being a sore loser.
Can't humans just stop being curious & KPO ?
Why must everyone make me feel so fuckin' miserable ?
I wasn't lookin' forward to CNY.
I predicted all these would happened.
& it did.
I felt embarrassed.
I wanted to just hide some where,
hopin' to escape from these reality.
I really fuckin' appreciate to those whom spare a thoughts
for my feelins'.
Those whom're curious but didn't asked.
Thank you.
I'll have to face the fact that I'm not cut out for studies.
I'm not interested in studies too.
I'm more attracted to hands-on.
Hence.....
ITE would be the best place for me ?
Gina.
I got to tell you this.
Don't let me see you doin' spa or nails.
If "fortunately" I'm one of the staffs there,
I'm gonna' make you pay.
& tell your fuckin' CB mother.
I'm not gonna' let her go her way !
Bullyin' my family,
is equal to askin' for dyin' !
To protect my Mama❤ & Bro❤,
I even dare to throw glass cups at my "father" !
Took chair & hit him with all my strength.
Insult him with hurtful words I can think of,
puttin' aside the chances that I might be strike by
lightin' for disrespect.
& do you think I really care ?!
Try me & I'll make you pay.
I cursed him.
I hate him.
I disowned him.
The most regretful things I've ever done.
Is not being able to get into Poly & make my Mama❤ proud.
Bcos' of this.
There's chances for people to accuse Mama❤ for
not being able to guide me properly.
Which is damn not fuckin' true !
For every single things Mama❤ did,
is with thoughts for us.
Mama❤ made every moves sparin' thoughts
for us.
So whatever bad things people said bout' Mama❤ isn't real at all !
I dare to say that,
Mama❤ is the best Mama❤ in the world !
& that made me a Mama's girl. (:
So.
I'm not lettin' any chances for sayin' Mama❤
wasn't a good mother.
& I'm gonna put in all my might & strike for the best
when school re-opens. :D
Just sit back & watch.
My journey starts from here.❤
