Feel like running away from home.
Having thoughts of running away from home.
Why?
Can all adults stop giving me pressure?
Please stop.
I'm begging for your mercy.
I'm contented that I'm studying in ITE College East;
which is located @ Simei.
Though it's really freaking far,
I enjoyed my every single days there.
But however,
long travelling time made me worn out.
Who would not want to feel peaceful when they reach home after
a tiring day?
Who won't?
I want some peace!
Everyday;
once I reached home,
my Aunt would ask me to do this and that.
Hello.
I hadn't even bathe.
I hadn't even rest.
I hadn't even had my dinner.
I hadn't get a chance to breathe.
Can you at least spare some fucking thoughts for me?
Do you know how tiring it is to travel from 1 end to another?
After 1 day of studying in school.
After long travelling journey.
Stepped into the home where it suppose to be
home sweet home,
I felt frustrated.
I'm annoyed.
I fucking hate the atmosphere.
The peacefulness I'm craving for.
It's never there.
Never.
The only time when I can feel the peacefulness I want,
is when I'm outside or hanging with my Peeps.
I hate staying at home.
I really hate it.
Because I don't get the privacy I deserved.
I'm grateful towards Dar (MeiShan);
she's always the 1 accompanying me.
Almost everyday.
Loved her so much.
So much pressure...
So much things to do...
It's like never-ending...
Always compiling...
It's always....
Me...
