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Had been having severe mental break-down these few days.
And the main reason for my mental break-down is Dar and Camera.
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1st- Dar would be going to Malaysia on my actual birthday.
2nd- She's afraid of what her friends think,
her friend asked if she's a butch.
She's scared that people misunderstood,
so she changed the relationship status.
She removed my name.
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Maybe to others, it's normal?
But to me, it actually hurts.
But she wants it this way,
so be it.
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Review 1 stupid truth,
I actually teared.
I teared.
Seriously.
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I don't know why,
but I teared.
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It may be nothing to you.
But did you spare a thought for me?
If you did....
Why did this happen?
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Maybe I'm just being ridiculous.
Maybe....
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But I just can't hold back my tears.
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I know.
You're not my boyfriend.
Why am I being so touchy and mushy?
It's because you made impact in my life,
and I care.
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You broke my heart totally.
Totally.
Ruining my entire day....
I can't get to sleep.
I kept on thinking.
Are you really really minding that I'm being so boylish and
people around you misunderstands.
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Forget it....
Don't wanna' talk about it anymore.








